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Electro-Illnesses

Perfect Cycle

[Chorus] Click the link Don't even think I eat the pain Again, again [Verse 1] A flash of steel A sudden sound A body falls On the cold ground [Verse 2] A broken cry A spreading red A silent sky Hangs overhead [Verse 3] No one moves in No one gets close A new scene begins That everybody knows [Bridge] My mouth is wide, I scream for hands, for any face But all I see in this dead place Is hungry glass that steals my space [Chorus] [Verse 4] The angle's good The zoom is clean The perfect shot Of this last scene [Verse 5] I hold my breath To keep it still Her little death Is my new thrill [Verse 6] She looks at me I feel the buzz The best it can be The best it was [Bridge] The light goes dim, my blood runs cold, no final grace I see no god, no loving face Just little suns in this dark place [Chorus] [Verse 7] I press replay I slow it down The best new thing In this whole town [Verse 8] I leave a heart A laughing face A work of art In this death race [Verse 9] I need to share This piece of gold So they can stare And feel so bold [Bridge] The numbers climb, my phone is hot, a new career My perfect film that cost... a tear? No, not a tear. A life. Who cares? [Chorus]

Pixel Skin

[Chorus] Delete the flesh Upload the face A perfect glitch In this dead space [Verse 1] One single click A clever trick My jaw is new [Verse 2] A brighter eye A digital lie The skin is smooth [Verse 3] The code is king The bells all ring For this strange truth [Bridge 1] Under the skin, a wire thread My former face is screaming, dead And the screen orders me instead [Chorus] [Verse 4] The mirror shows The face that grows To hate my own [Verse 5] A stranger's stare Beyond compare Made of stone [Verse 6] This mask I wear Is my own snare I'm all alone [Bridge 2] I scratch the icon 'til it's raw But the pixel is the law And it chews me with its jaw [Chorus] [Verse 7] My blood runs cold The story's old I've lost the source [Verse 8] My bones are tired My brain's rewired Without remorse [Verse 9] Just lines of code A heavy load A walking corpse [Bridge 3] My soul is now a single .zip A memory on a microchip Ready for the Apocalyptic click [Chorus]

Single Use

[Chorus] Use me up Break me up Throw me up When you are done [Verse 1] Take my body It feels shoddy I'm your thing Now make me sing [Verse 2] Hurt me bad It's all I've had Your pleasure now My silent vow [Verse 3] Not a word The silence heard Is so absurd My vision's blurred [Chorus] [Verse 4] Pull the string A broken wing Your hungry eyes Are full of lies [Verse 5] Every touch Is way too much A little crack There's no way back [Verse 6] Your short breath A little death Upon my skin A war within [Bridge] Did you ever see a soul? Or just a hole to make you whole? A mannequin for your control To pay your toll [Chorus] [Verse 7] When your game ends My life suspends Left behind To lose my mind [Verse 8] Just some trash A human crash In a sudden flash I turn to ash [Verse 9] You walk away At the break of day I start to decay What's left to say? [Chorus]

All-one

[Chorus] I am here Can you see? I am here A ghost of me [Verse 1] One screen A new scene Some blood A digital flood [Verse 2] I type my pain A static rain I send a word It goes unheard [Verse 3] A thousand friends My story ends With me alone A cold gravestone [Chorus] [Verse 4] The message "seen" A silent, keen And cruel reply A digital lie [Verse 5] I wait for you The grey feels blue The silence grows And my soul froze [Verse 6] This empty room My silent tomb Where I consume My own dark gloom [Bridge] I am a link you never click A heart so sick, a logic trick A window you just minimize Behind your eyes [Chorus] [Verse 7] Your perfect life Is like a knife That twists so deep While I can't sleep [Verse 8] I am a bug A glitch, a shrug An error code A heavy load [Verse 9] If I disconnect Would you suspect? Or just scroll past A love that couldn't last [Chorus]

Am I Okay ?

[Chorus] Do you think I'm crazy ? Is that why you judge me ? Because I'm only me ! And I don't care about YOU ! [Verse 1] Bulimia Nervosa Sanity Anemia I try everything But they’re not good ending [Verse 2] Panic Disorder Mutism and Anxiety Who are you to judge me ? You think you're my warder ? [Verse 3] Every day I'm in pain And my life is a chain I want to free myself From the weight of my mind [Chorus] [Verse 4] Self-harm and Destruction Psychotic Depression Do I have solutions ? Except my illusions ? [Verse 5] Delirium, Dementia Aphasia, Dyslexia Nothing can really Heal Only the time can Help [Verse 6] For you I'm just silly But your mind is so shrink So you can't even think About my difficulties [Chorus] [Verse 7] Attention Deficit Autism or Bipolar You are just ignorant I'm not so different [Verse 8] Dissociative Disorders Anxiety or Trauma Please just once in your life Respect my Mental Health [Verse 9] I wish one day you can Live a day like I do So you will understand And for once, give me a hand [Chorus] FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU !

Are You There

[Chorus] The world moves on But you are gone I still hold your place A wound in space [Verse 1] I haunt the streets On broken beats I see your face A ghost in this place [Verse 2] In seas of heads On lonely threads I speak your name A silent flame [Verse 3] They say time's a cure A promise unsure It's just a slow knife Carving a life [Chorus] [Verse 4] I wear your shirt Like sacred dirt It smells like you A faded truth [Verse 5] A laugh escaped A twisted shape It felt like a crime To cheat on time [Verse 6] Their kind eyes slide From what I hide They’re scared to see The wreck of me [Bridge] Grief is a house with locked-up doors Upon its cold and silent floors You are the phantom limb I feel Too real, too real, too real, too real [Chorus] [Verse 7] I talk to you When the day is through I tell the air That you're still there [Verse 8] The past, a drug A violent hug I’d burn the ‘now’ To go back somehow [Verse 9] They want the man From before the fall But that stranger's dead Behind this wall [Chorus]

Grinding Halt

[Chorus] Another day I smile and say "Everything's fine" This isn't mine [Verse 1] The alarm screams It kills my dreams A coffee cup To straighten up [Verse 2] The screen is bright A cold, dead light The emails grow A seeds of woe [Verse 3] Just keep on typing The clock is sniping My life away Come what may [Chorus] [Verse 4] My shoulders ache For goodness sake A heavy stone I'm all alone [Verse 5] They say "good job" A silent sob Gets stuck inside Nowhere to hide [Verse 6] This perfect mask An endless task It starts to crack No turning back [Bridge] They see a machine that produces and runs They don't see the rust or the loose screws, not once This motor inside me is starting to seize Brought to my knees by a slow, creeping disease [Chorus] [Verse 7] I get back home I'm just a drone Too tired to eat A stark defeat [Verse 8] I stare at walls As silence calls Too tired to sleep The wounds are deep [Verse 9] Tomorrow waits With all its hates I have to grind And lose my mind [Chorus]

In Me

[Chorus] A little more A bit too much My body, a sore My soul, a crutch [Verse 1] One single line A wicked design Steals all the light For just one night [Verse 2] A tiny pill A colored thrill My heart stands still I've lost the will [Verse 3] The smoke is thick A dirty trick My lungs feel sick The clock just ticks [Chorus] [Verse 4] The glass is full My heart is dull Just one hand On command [Verse 5] Towards the mess A foul caress I must confess I love the stress [Verse 6] My own skin Is wearing thin Let the rot begin A deadly sin [Bridge] They call this a high It’s just a long goodbye A chemical lie I use to learn to die [Chorus] [Verse 7] The needle bites My final rites A flash of lights Eternal nights [Verse 8] My veins collapse A final lapse No turning back The future's black [Verse 9] I feel the fall I lose it all I hit the wall Deaf to the final call [Chorus]

Panic Attack

[Chorus] White noise In my blood A silent voice Before the flood [Verse 1] The floorboard creaks My sanity leaks Is someone there? I'm in despair [Verse 2] I start to stare At empty walls As darkness calls My spirit falls [Verse 3] My breath is short A last resort To stay afloat A strangled note [Chorus] [Verse 4] My heart beats fast A shadow's cast A violent drum My soul is numb [Verse 5] My own mind Is so unkind It sets a trap I can't unwrap [Verse 6] A simple thought Becomes a knot A simple sound Cracks the ground [Bridge] They say "just breathe," it's in your head But my own head just wants me dead This isn't living, it's a fight Against the light [Chorus] [Verse 7] I want to scream A silent dream My voice is gone Can't carry on [Verse 8] A mirror shows A face that knows The stranger there Is full of fear [Verse 9] It's killing me And I can't flee This skin, this bone This broken home [Chorus]

Your Weight

[Chorus] The leash is cut The stain is deep A promise kept While you're asleep [Verse 1] Your whispered words A thousand cuts Your breath, a cage That slowly shuts [Verse 2] The pressure builds Behind my eyes My fingers trace The steel's cold lies [Verse 3] This heavy yoke A twisted grace A final gift To leave this place [Verse 4] I've played this scene Inside my head Each word you've said Put you to bed [Chorus] [Verse 5] A sudden move The air goes thick The knowing shock Before the click [Verse 6] A final sigh A silent plea Your fading warmth Now flows in me [Verse 7] The screaming stops Inside my head My fingers paint The quiet red [Verse 8] The lines you drew Are washed away A perfect bloom In slow decay [Chorus] [Verse 9] The calm just cracks A splintered glass The silence roars It will not pass [Verse 10] This quiet room A rusty smell Your vacant stare My private hell [Verse 11] You haunted me With breath and bone Now from my eyes You watch your throne [Verse 12] You wrote the start You chose the game So why do I Now bear the blame? [Chorus] [Bridge] The morning waits. The sirens scream. My face on screen. A headline's prey. They'll pick my bones. I will not stay. One last door. To end the war. [Chorus]

UwU Love

[Chorus] UwU Again in my life UwU Unlimited Love UwU I just want to say I LOVE YOU ! Very Berry Lemon Squishy !! [Verse 1] Are you my Cuttie Baby ? Cause I want to cuddle you ! Are you my Cuttie UwU Cause I really love you ! [Verse 2] Are you my Hottie Candy ? Cause I want to lick you ! Are you my Hottie UwU Cause you make me feel horny ! [Verse 3] Are you my Sweety Cookie Cause you are so delicious ! Are you my Sweety UwU Cause I just want to eat you ! [Chorus] [Verse 4] Are you my Lovely Honey ? Cause you are so addictive ! Are you my Lovely UwU Cause I want to be with you ! [Verse 5] Are you my Littles Bobbies ? Cause you are so Pretty ! Are you my Little UwU Cause I want to bounce with you ! [Verse 6] Are you Kitty Cupcake ? Cause you are so Amusing ! Are you my Kitty UwU Cause I want to stay with you [Chorus] [Verse 7] Are you my Ticklish Pudding ? Cause I want to play with you ! Are you my Ticklish UwU ? Cause you are so much Funny ! [Verse 8] Are you my Sugar Princess Cause I want to be in you ! Are you my Sugar UwU ? Cause I can't be without you ! [Verse 9] Are you my Smiling Muffin Cause you're making life easy Are you my Smiling UwU Cause you are all for me [Chorus]